Almost halfway there but i am feeling so bored right now. I am still aiming silver for my IPPT which believe is extremely difficult for me for a reason uncertain to me. I just cant seem to improve. Every time that i go home, i cant seem to find the time to train so i feel like i am stuck in a rut. Its going to be my 3rd week in Pasir Laba camp. I only know i have a familiarization shoot and IOC with full gear, both of which i am not looking forward too. I mean, i just cant get my head in the zone. I truly don't know why i can't either. I just want this week to end soon and learn everything i need to as fast as possible. If i really get into infantry, i guess i will accept my fate but i really hate the learning process. In army, i believe it is easier to teach than to learn. The tasks are so mundane and i need more humour in my life. Going to youtube to get some doze of comedy doesn't seem to be working either. But either way, i am relatively fine with my current situation. I don't hate it but i don't love it either, i wonder if this is what i will feel if i get a job in the future. Need to think about my job and life in the future. I can only carry on this kind of life for 2 years. I really want to finish asap. But before that, i have to train my IPPT.
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25% Done and 50% Fail - Sunday, July 24, 2011 @ 3:06 AM
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25% Done and 50% Fail - Sunday, July 24, 2011 @ 3:06 AM
Almost halfway there but i am feeling so bored right now. I am still aiming silver for my IPPT which believe is extremely difficult for me for a reason uncertain to me. I just cant seem to improve. Every time that i go home, i cant seem to find the time to train so i feel like i am stuck in a rut. Its going to be my 3rd week in Pasir Laba camp. I only know i have a familiarization shoot and IOC with full gear, both of which i am not looking forward too. I mean, i just cant get my head in the zone. I truly don't know why i can't either. I just want this week to end soon and learn everything i need to as fast as possible. If i really get into infantry, i guess i will accept my fate but i really hate the learning process. In army, i believe it is easier to teach than to learn. The tasks are so mundane and i need more humour in my life. Going to youtube to get some doze of comedy doesn't seem to be working either. But either way, i am relatively fine with my current situation. I don't hate it but i don't love it either, i wonder if this is what i will feel if i get a job in the future. Need to think about my job and life in the future. I can only carry on this kind of life for 2 years. I really want to finish asap. But before that, i have to train my IPPT.
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