Why does it rain in Utopia? As my block leave ends, i await another 8 weeks in Pasir Lebar camp. Yet, strangely i am obviously more terrified and scared than i am when i was entering BMT. I don't even know why but i just. Is it truly the SOC or the IPPT that is making me feel so nervous. Truly i don't even know. I am having the panic disorders that i should have had 10 weeks ago. I have friends, a chance to enter a more relaxed company and much more happier reasons but i am terrified. Hopefully it is just the jitters and by tomorrow i will be having fun again. Want to pack my stuff asap and get it over and done with.
Not really in the mood to blabber but i will be back soon. The past 10 weeks have been enjoyable and though the memory starts to fade some images still stick with us all the way. Cheers to the good times. Valor, Virtue, Victor Viper.
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The End and the Start of a journey - Sunday, July 10, 2011 @ 6:03 AM
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The End and the Start of a journey - Sunday, July 10, 2011 @ 6:03 AM
Why does it rain in Utopia? As my block leave ends, i await another 8 weeks in Pasir Lebar camp. Yet, strangely i am obviously more terrified and scared than i am when i was entering BMT. I don't even know why but i just. Is it truly the SOC or the IPPT that is making me feel so nervous. Truly i don't even know. I am having the panic disorders that i should have had 10 weeks ago. I have friends, a chance to enter a more relaxed company and much more happier reasons but i am terrified. Hopefully it is just the jitters and by tomorrow i will be having fun again. Want to pack my stuff asap and get it over and done with.
Not really in the mood to blabber but i will be back soon. The past 10 weeks have been enjoyable and though the memory starts to fade some images still stick with us all the way. Cheers to the good times. Valor, Virtue, Victor Viper. |
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